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hah prom was fun. but i look fat in the pictures :[ AHH

i haven't been in a sport for like 3 weeks, and i feel like it already shows :[ ahahha

but whatever i don't care that much.



i need to focus on being a better christian. lately it's been ffffffffreaking hard though... =/



gah. im effedd for summer. i want to work volunteer and have fun at the same time. butt i also have to do summer bball and theres hume :( idk what to doooooooo

i've

never cared so much about grades. =/

for the first time ever this year im going to sleep at 2!
i drank 2 cups of coffee!
im going to study like crazy :D
i have lots of energy!

screwed for lifeeeeeeeee

today was a very stressful day. i come home and theres a message on the machine saying that i have 7 books overdue from haskett............and i havent checked out any books there for like a year. so i go there and i ask them about it and apparently somebody checked out 7 books under my namee thereee and hasn't returned them, so the fees like 30 dollars :[ and i lost my library card like 2 years ago and i never got a new one, so theres like no proof that i didnt check the books out, so ill probably have to pay the fee :[ GAH ITS NOT FAIRR

butt i believe in karma, so whoever screwed me over is going to end up screwing themselves.

track is finally over! :D

but it kind of sucks in a way because now i'll hardly be able to to talk to megan... :[
since i have no classes with her its really hard for me to update her without telling anybody elsee.
i LOVEE megan because i feel like she is the one of the only girls i can completely confide in. i know that she won't judge me.


today is going to be a terrible day :[ i can't watch the lakers game because my tv brokee GAHH.

sosososososo busy im never at home anymore :(

lately someone has been making me really mad..
one of my closest friends.
i can't seem to get over it.
im over it for one second and the next second i just feel like saying something really mean.
i know i can just shut her up..i can say 234234 things that can embarass her and make her ashamed.
i dont know why i dont..but im glad i dont.
i know if i say something to her ill just end up feeling sorry for it later.

im proud of my self control!